Life is like a mold of Jell-O

I totally missed the month of June! How about that?
Well pixels, don't think I was living the high life this whole time... just more petty depression and procrastination. Pretty pitiful really.
I originally started this blog as a way to keep myself busy but... well, easier said then done.
It's easy to blame these emotions and this current venomous condition on my JOB situation or lack there off.
~sigh~
Feels like my life is going nowhere real fast. My birthday was last month pixels, I turned 24, I'm now officially in my mid 20s and still don't have a driver's license, still don't have a job, and still don't have FORM to my shapeless and meaningless life.

Imagine pixels (if you will), my life like a candy apple red colored jello just siting precariously out in the lush summer sun. It [my life] has shape, it has density, it's plump and hearty. But now that unforgiving sun has melted my life into a despicable puddle of red flat liquid. That sugary dull puddle is how I feel right now... and any longer I'm gonna dry up and have my flakes taken away with the wind.


Wow that was grim...
Well, on the bright side though my mother got me a Cintiq for my birthday (plus invited my friends over... cause I didn't feel the need to have them over... oh her!). The Cintiq is something I wanted to buy for many years, It was my dream project, that special item that I would buy when I had earned enough money. My mother though I needed one earlier. Shes too good for me pixels, I love her so much. It really is a great gift and art tool (I still have to get used to seeing it in my room).

So hopefully, I will be posting pieces of art done through the magic of my Cintiq in the future.
Cheers!



(FYI, see that white glove in the left corner of the picture? It's a beauty glove I bought because my fucking left hand is so damn sweaty! Don't laugh!)